Feeling weird
Thursday, December 27, 2007//
Hey2!
Im sorry dear for keeping quiet,im in dilemma,i share my stories with besties about my dilemma thing.He gave alot advices BUT im the one who is stubborn and everything is going wrong with me.
I cant lie to myself just to love a person neither to break that person's heart.I myself havent decide yet,i became really sick when i think about this problem and my temperature became worst but i nvr show my friends that im sick just i look pale.Yasmin i love you!but i love fatimah too!i cant lie to to myself!haix!Im so sorry dear i never told u that i still love fatimah,its hard u know to forget the one u really love,but no worries i still love u,ur still in my heart!But its not really in here,it gonna fade away if ur not doing anything to salvage it.ive been salvaging it. I hope ur doing ur part too.its not ur fault dear,its my fault if ive been telling u the truth that i till love her,it wouldnt be like this.IM SO SORRY!haix!
i had a great time at the bbq pit eventhough im sick i still smile joke around..all of u are cool beb!im loving it!u guys rocks lah dey!
we listen to ghost stories together,we sleep side by side,we swim together,we eat together,we play soccer together. But at night we split into two groups that i never expected,haix!the joy were gone!i went home early in the morning to go for an interview which was at 10.20am.wtf,im not going for that course anyway!hahaha!because i have my own reason.
ashish!to be continue!
ashish!
ROCK WITH ME ;
12/27/2007 06:46:00 AM
